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May. 24th, 2007

What's the point?

I keep trying but I dont seem to get anywhere, and if anything backtrack to worse places...

Maybe I should just end it... roll my car or something. Then atleast it would stop.

I'm sorry to everyone out there who's counted on me, I dont know what to do or where to turn. Love you all.


Feb. 7th, 2007

Just a little poem

A light in the Dark

Time heals, turns, bends, flows,
feelings change, diminish & grow,
nothing is certain, nothing is sure,
except this feeling, this I know.

Passion lives, grows, changes,
onward towards its destination,
where shall things end I wonder.
Who can say? Who will know?

Love transcends this mortal coil,
builds our strength, comforts our grief.
Love builds the flame of hope eternal,
a flame that shall never die.

Oct. 17th, 2006

Life is shit

Well, life is shit.

Everything is just fucked up. I have basically nothing I want, everything I dont and now I cant even have a good birthday, because of fucking centrelink. All these things I wanted to do and had planned, that I'm gonna have to cancel. I cant even go get my hair cut because I cant afford it now. I mean was it too much to ask to have a good birthday this year? I guess so.

I'm so alone.
I hate my life.

May. 4th, 2006

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omg daniel is a bastard!! HE KNOWS HUGH JACKMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now he's teasing me...

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omg whee, me and garry went into town on tuesday and got his labrette done, it looks sooooooo sechsy!!

Far out I'm soooo obsessed with Hugh Jackman atm... I cant stop watching movies with him in it arrg. </drool>

Now we have to get his ears and eyebrow done mwhahahaha.

Well yet another day in the frantic hell that is my working life. Omg and Garry, has a big head, and onatop and keeps hitting the back of my head... with his DSK Deuche. Bastard :P Zomg I havent played Goldeneye N64 for agess, had the best games with Garry last night hehe, but zomg u bastard with the remote mines on guns (grrrr) and playing maps I dont know!!!! Oh and that dressing gown + the slippers.... just ubersechsyness :P lolololol

T-1 day to my sechsy boots!! Woohoo!! Cant wait, gonna look so fine <3. Oh dad u are evil. Just dump me with tonnes of work 2day and 2nite why dont u? Oh u want to? fine then. Grrrrrr


May. 2nd, 2006

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Uggh, I've got Hugh Jackman stuck in my head atm... so studly... arrg ok ok Garry stop laughing. No seriously, stop laughing Garry >.< Arrg, fine keep laughing. Hugh Jackman </drool>

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This is about you!!!
Name:Alex Reed
Birthdate:27th October 1982
Birthplace:Queen Victoria Hospital, Adelaide
Current Location:Hobart, Tasmania
Eye Color:Green
Hair Color:Brown naturally (currently mixed)
Your Weakness:I try to help too much
Your Fears:death, snakes, dogs with orange eyebrows
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Complete FC146
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:zomg <3
Thoughts First Waking Up:cigarette
Your Best Physical Feature:uh none?
Do you Smoke:yes (alas)
Do you Swear:yes (when upset/angry)
Do you Sing:LOOOOOOVE to sing
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College: been to college
Do you want to get Married:maybe
Do you belive in yourself:yes
Do you think you are Attractive:no, although I've been told otherwise
Do you get along with your Parents:yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:I love watching them
Do you play an Instrument:piano/viola
This is about love!!!
Your sexual orientation:Gay
Do you have a crush:yes
(If so) Who:no comment
What do you like about them:everything
Their best physical feature:too hard to pick
Have you ever been in love:yes
Are you in love right now:no
Who do you love:my friends/family
Are you a virgin:no
(If so) Do you plan on staying one for a while:...
Have you ever been on a date:yes
What's the best part of a date to you:The talking
What is your dream date:Hugh Jackman (yes I know garry)
This is about random things!!!!
What symbol represents you:Scorpion (Scorpio)
What song represents you:Van Morrison - Bright side of the Road
What's your favorite book:Lord of the Rings
What's your favorite song:Elton John - Your Song
Do you like to dance:I love to dance
What's your favorite game:Natural Selection or D&D
What do you consider kinky:um... S&M? BDSM?
Are you dominant or submissive in a relationship:depends, usually submissive
Are you dominant or submissive during sex:submissive/versatile


Yet another day under the grindstone

Well the stone is turning and I'm still under it alas, settlement has been crappy so money could be an issue this week >< grrr. Ah well, just have to get more business completed to make up for it.

God I am thankful for friends. Especially 3 of them, Garry, Daniel and Sam <3 you all!! Garry for your easy going manner, great outlook on life, your amusing comments and just for being so amazing, Daniel for just.... zomg <3 need I say more??? And Sam. Well Sam you're my shoulder to cry on, and been great support. Zomg a straight friend I can talk to about stuff and it doesnt bug him!!! <3

Just reading emails atm and drinking a nippies Iced Coffee, zomg my mornings would just be blech without ju nippies!! Wearin all black today, felt like it, so got the black suit, black shirt and silver tie with teh black shoes. Blah emails finished downloading... 46 emails in 12 hours... some people just have nothing better to do.

Omg getting so many comments on my clothes today :D Woo, ppl like the black suit + shirt look :D

Hmm, better go, have 5000000000 things to do and not enough time.

<3 Al

May 2007



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